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So here's the deal (Kinda a rant)

Sun May 24, 2009, 3:05 PM
Guys I really have no other place I can air out my thoughts anymore, so just humor me on this.

I am stopping the entry a day thing. Mostly because I don't really see a point. I really don't think I have grown any or at least to a point of where I need to be and uploading things from 05 are not helping me with this.

The reason I have been uploading things from 05 is because I can't find my cable to get anything off my camera. I haven't seen it since I came home from SCAD and a few other things are missing as well. Like my DS charger (Which we have known about) and My DVD of LITTLE NEMO which it really bugging me. Also all of these things were last seen together and were packed by my mom. So I am a little worried.

I also have had a bitch of a time trying to get a job. I was supposed to be working at a photo studio, but according to my dad I didn't get it because I, "Post on twitter too much." Of course I have made it so that google searches will not show me. Trust me I have looked. I am a very hard person to find, unless you know me. I like it this way. On a brighter note I applied at the Lego store. If I get that it will be the happiest thing to happen all summer.

Speaking of my father another crushing blow came when he said. "I have never given a rats ass about you." Basically my home life has been me locked up in my room or being close to my mom. Because I am constantly being attacked by both my father and my brother. I have tried to patch things over with him. But it seems like since I have been back nothing I do is right. He showed more emotion in the fact that Michael Jackson died then anything I have done this year. Which trust me I have been looking for him to say that I have done something good for a long time. And now I am forced to do something that I don't like to do. I'm giving up trying to please him.

If you are still reading this I need to throw in something. I never fathomed hoe depressed I was here. Then i went to SCAD and all my problems got better. Now I'm back in my own little hell. I miss being optimistic about things and smiling. That doesn't happen here. So if you see me on skype or something and have the time to talk please do. It really will help me from going insane. I feel myself going back into my shell and I can't have that happen again.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Hand to mouth- Local H (shuffle)
  • Reading: Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency- DNA
  • Watching: The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas
  • Playing: Lego Star Wars (DS)
  • Eating: Iron Man Ice pop

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  • Current Residence: The Sav
  • Interests: Film, writing, music, and comics
  • Favourite movie: The one made with a camera and passion.
  • Favourite band or musician: How is someone supposed to pick just one?
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything
  • Favourite artist: Jackson Pollock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Douglas Adams, Edger Allen Poe, and Warren Ellis just to name a few.
  • Favourite photographer: Jack Green, Sergei Trofimov, Michael Barrett and Wally Pfister
  • Favourite style of art: I like Film over Digital...pain sometimes, but I like the look of it more.
  • Operating System: OS X Leopard
  • MP3 player of choice: Apple iPod Touch 32g
  • Shell of choice: Conch
  • Wallpaper of choice: I prefer paint to wallpaper
  • Skin of choice: Cow, like as in leather.
  • Favourite game: Dogeball and Tetris
  • Favourite gaming platform: Over lava so I can push other players in.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Wolverine
  • Tools of the Trade: A Camera, Pen, hands, and a brain (not always mine though) some lights, and assorted film stock

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OH MY GOD!

I always thought Tony and Wolvie would be doing that sort of thing. Seeing Hellboy is a nice change.

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"I shouldn't make movies anymore. I should go to a lunatic asylum." -Werner Herzog
I thought hey here's some wolvie and some hellboy WHAT'S NOT TO LOVE?!

hope you're doing well! :'D

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Eh been better, but that is a skype conversation for you.

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"I shouldn't make movies anymore. I should go to a lunatic asylum." -Werner Herzog
Thanks for the fave :D

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Breathe out....so I can breathe you in....hold you in :)
Made my day! THANKS!

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"I shouldn't make movies anymore. I should go to a lunatic asylum." -Werner Herzog
Happy to be of service~! <3

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OMG WATCHING ME?

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